I secretly wanted to be “really fucked.” Do you ever feel this way too?

I secretly wanted to be “really fucked.” Do you ever feel this way too?

A few years ago I was in an on-again, off-again relationship with my ex-fiance, but I can honestly say that I was not in a true relationship with myself. This was a period of my life where I was cut off from my sexuality and orgasm and I knew there was more. I NEEDED...